This year, more than most, I really had a lot to be thankful for. Besides the obvious (life, love, and happiness) I was so incredibly thankful for my family. The family I came from. The family that I gained when I got married. The family we've created. I have so much family to be thankful for. It seems, like most people in my life, that everyone has a purpose of being here and sharing their lives with us. Over the past few weeks, we've been able to spend a lot of time with family and I don't think I could be more thankful for that. I've learned so much about myself and grown to love my family even more.
I've learned that no matter how old I get, my Mother will still call me Susan Caroline and that her hug and smile always remind me I'm home. I've learned that no matter how much I don't want to admit it, I really do act like my Mom and probably won't ever lose those characteristics. I've learned that being around my brother and his family sets such a good example for us as a "new" family and every time I go home, I take home a good lesson. Although this time I took home a good lesson and a Hershey Bar Cake recipe that I LOVE. I've learned that no matter how many times I drive home, I still get nervous and excited when we get to the Manteo bridge. I don't know why, I just think it brings back a flood of childhood memories. I've learned that just because the scenery has changed on the Outer Banks, doesn't mean the people I love have. And that's wonderful. I've learned that Kevin loves nothing more than to be with his brothers and sister all at the same time. I've learned that Kevin will never outgrow his kid-like tendencies, even though he has kids of his own. I've learned that I am a lot more like Kevin than I ever thought. I've learned that Kevin is proud to be my husband, even in my weakest moments. I've learned that no matter how many people my in laws have at their house, it always feels like you are the only one. I've learned that Kevin's grandparents remind me of the one's I never had. I've learned that sitting and talking to his Grandma can teach me a lot about love and living. I've learned that Grandma Edna is one of the most intelligent, kindest person I've ever come in contact with and her patience rubs off on you. I've learned that every time I spend time with family that I haven't seen in a while, I feel rejuvenated and reminded of all the good in life. I've learned that being a grandparent one day will make me reminisce about the past and enjoy watching generations unfold before my eyes. I've learned that no matter what I do in life, I will always love my children and raising them is the biggest accomplishment I will ever partake in. I've learned that with every day that passes by I love my children more and more and would love nothing more for them to stay young forever. I've learned that no matter how hard I try, I can't resist a sale and anytime Kevin let's me go, I shop. I've learned that no matter how much they don't understand, I feel like my kids should have every opportunity to learn, play, and be loved as possible. They will understand one day.
I've learned to just be thankful and give thanks no matter what. This reminds me of one of my favorite songs.
"If tomorrow all the things were gone, I'd worked for all my life and I had to start again, with just my children and my wife (husband)...I'd thank my lucky stars to be living here today..."
I'll post pics soon. Love to all. :)
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